And it Begins...

So for the past three nights, I have been dreaming Japan. I really don't want to wake up from these dreams either. What's wrong with me? I know I can't possibly get there for 6 months, but I am going to start obsessing now. I did this las time, too, but at least I started in the middle of October and got to leave on the 4th of January. Now I am going to do this for a half a year. Help...